HEADBANG

I shake away
my whole recollections of you
to get space for growing up
to get peace

I shake my head
to lose the pictures of you
pixel for pixel your colors disappears
until nothing remains

I shake my head
to forget all unspoken compliments of you
tear for tear your shape dissolves
becomes ink
with this I write the last words for you

I shake my hair
and with my ear
I listen the noise of wind in my hair
like strings to play the last song of you

I shake my head
I shake my head and
my trembling hands rip out
the whole love I've had for you
out - from my heart
and if it placed in my mouth
to shout out the last recollections of you

I shake my head